Every Mention of Jon in My Diary From The Time I Started Having a Crush on Him Until We Kissed for the First Time

April 28

Jon's big 2-4 birthday

May 02

Jon is shy about his haircut

May 12

Jon came over around 10 and accidentally rang the doorbell. My dad answered as he stood there with flowers in his hand and I hobbled over on crutches

May 15

hung out with Jon, Aileen, and Angie post-Eisley. Angie had on her yellow tights, and Jon had on his impenetrable attitude

May 20

Jon came over around 9 and we watched movies until 4am

May 23

Jon took me to my house and I fed him and let him poke around the apartment

May 31

Jon came by to pick up his linens to sublet at my apt. for June

June 02

Jon and I went to Barnes and Noble and picked up Play It As It Lays

June 05

Jon brought me a pineapple cheesecake and we hung out

June 08

Wrote Jon a song with only his name for lyrics

June 14

Watched the Wire with Aileen and Jon and I decided Jon loves attention

June 23

Jon and I went to a (bad) psychic, and afterwards we read our own fortunes with Uno cards

June 25

Jon took me out to House of Pies and we played with Uno cards for like two hours and talked

June 26

Saw Cibo Matto w/ Ashley, and Jon sat behind us. Jon and I talked online way later and I felt how young he was in some ways

June 29

Tried to ignore Jon but failed by the end of the day; it felt too mean

He took me out to a coffee shop to celebrate my first baby step without crutches

He came back over until 5am without kissing me

Ridiculous

June 30

I cabbed over to Brockton Manor

Jon fed me, gave me a beer, and eventually we climbed into bed FINALLY.

I'm going to write down all the funny things he said and pray no one ever finds this diary