Your saying you had a crush on me back then,
it felt like a surprise, but it wasn't, because I knew,
though without letting myself know.
I've always thought that you were
a much more powerful person than I am.
The power of breaking hearts,
and then to live with that remorse.
To have known that you felt something for me
would have put a dent in that screen.

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The gleeful decision to be a junkie
is a waste of everything.