and

wats not allowable anymore
is the dictation of everything
u percieve urs
i am not a toy or something
u can fiddle with wen ur comfortable
they are not accessories to be showcased
wen u want the world to pat u on the back
for birthing them

this is your life complex and filled with attachments
you'd rather shake than accept
we got married, we destroyed wat was there
we didnt decide anything cuz u were too busy dictating
and i was too complacent to say anything
racked with guilt and shame

no more
i will not take anymore blame
or hold anymore guilt for your actions and mine
ive accepted and apologized for my part in it
you should do the same

no more pity parties
ive drank my last glass of sorrow
smoked my last bowl of your bullshit tomorrows

i have awoken to the life i have and want
they can include you but thats not what you want
so you walk or rather i handed you the out you soooo
desperately wanted
now you can repair or revert
but you cannot break me
you will not make this incident to me my fault
i will not accept blame for any of this

i will however tell you
FUCK YOU AND YOUR WHOLE WOE IS ME ATTITUDE